I just want my fucking bf, I want to talk with him! I'm going insane because he doesn't answer me!
Also I have been depressed for like whole 3 years and it's starting to get worse like my body too and mind, I can't do anything about it ig

Being sad and depressed is a very bad thing, and listening to songs, do not be sad because of people or ridiculous things that do not deserve respect, ignore what makes you sad, live your life, why exhaust yourself by crying, live your life, be happy, play and do what you want, do not care about what people say. They don't deserve all this crying and sadnes

More than normaly