"We .... are over" - Gf

(9:54pm Thr Nov 9 )
...Yeah......
My gf broke up with me...
Sometimes two people where just not meant for each other.... But it hurts to believe that. She cheated on me with some garbage human who made her think he loves her in reality, he just wants to see me in pain. I don't hate her for it, I want her to be happier without me. All I wanted was the best for her so I hope she's happy with that piece of shit.

Iv been trying to not think about this too much but it's hard man. Trying to be happy for my friends and family, having a smile on my face but the pain underneath comes back to hurt me. I tried, I tried to have a good relationship, I tried to not think about it.
As always im not enough.... Sorry for not posting, just not a lot of motivation rn. I will try to post for y'all cuz that's something that makes me happier. I listen to a lot of sad heart break songs and I never thought I would relate to them as much as I do now.