Not gonna be online for a bit (tw mentions of sh and other triggering things)

I haven't been doing well mentally I think that's clear from how little I've been posting

And when I do post it's forced it's not that I don't like this app however I just feel weird

I have to much on my plate at the moment I keep trying to force myself back onto this app but yeah..

Recently I have done some sh Wich has scared me and makes my arm sore Wich makes it hard to draw (don't worry I don't bleed it's just scratching)
But scratching is still bad and I know that it's not like I wanna have my arm raw 24/7
And I've been dealing with some bad thoughts lately
It's all just too much but I'm pretty active on discord

If you wanna chat (idk how long I'll be gone for)
Then just drop it discord name in the comments and I'll add you

I do everything I can but I don't feel real anymore therapy doesn't work and my medication doesn't either
And when I close my eyes I see myself but different
I'm always disturbed it feels like I'm a walking imposter every where I go i can't find myself anymore so with all that said I hope you guys get why I need to take a official break (not leaving)

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