First day of school and I already want to fucking die

I won't say much
But the synopsis is basically: I was feeling sick and fatigued, and because I was literally half asleep, I wasn't using my brain and that made me do a lot of dumb and embarrassing shit
In front of my classmates
.
Honestly, everything I do is an embarrassment

Just being myself makes me so awkward to be around because I'd just look at you like "Uhm...okay?" And say nothing. Partially why people don't talk to me is my own problem
I refuse to open up to anyone because I just don't trust anybody
I always feel like they're just waiting for that opportunity to use me as their doormat and walk all over me and just take advantage of my kindness
.
It happened before
Won't let it happen again

Anyways
Sorry for ranting
Bye

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