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I’m just going to vent if what I’m sobbing about I guess
it’s pretty dumb, and pretty fucking stupid but hear it anyways
I think, I gaslight myself
A lot
I
I gaslight myself to let go of things, when I truly have not
I gaslighted myself that I have moved on from my sweet online friend who had lung cancer (I gaslighted myself that they are still alive)
I gaslighted myself to have moved on from my love (I have not)
I’m starting to realize I gaslight myself a lot to feel better
but this realization is fucking killing me
Why can’t I just be normal and accept things
I want to just be able to move on freely but noooo
the feeling haunts me and I hate it
I can’t move on from things and I HATE it
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