Nooo..
I DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE

I don’t know your situation, but from what I hear of this sentence you beat yourself up to much, you must treat yourself as in love yourself

Maybe you’re right, I just feel like I’ve messed up a whole lot that I feel I have no choice but to agree with everything

Devalue yourself so low, Hold yourself to the expectations of others, and devaluing you’re own bloodline by not recognizing the sheer perfect events that ended up in the chance of you being born.

do what?