Can I just say something?

My life has been..awesome..calm..small..until..SHE came along..and now after that I became..well...goofier in order to hide my emotional pain...I don't really have a therapist..so..I kind of think of what if I didn't meet a selection of..people that won't be named...Like..I've been abandoned before..I guess just like someone said.. I can't take shit seriously :,)
I mean..I guess I used to feel happy and calm and less..depressed and now...I just feel like jumping out a window..
At least I won't have to remember one person from the selection..hopefully you get the subliminal message of the person..hopefully..
To be honest, people have been pestering me about gum because I usually have some..so...
Uh..
I don't like myself rn....
And I don't FEEL like I'm gonna be happy any time soon..
Like..
Have you had bad memories from a year ago still in your head?
You see...I wish I forgot them..

And I wish people would understand or listen to what I'm saying..
You are welcome to just....read this..
I don't need pity..
I just wanna out this out there..
I don't need shit like "Ohhhhh it's gonna be okay" like bro...
I don't really hang around dead weight or pussy ass bitches so..
I just want to say what I have to say..

Goodbye chat..
It's been a fun ride..

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