it was npd all along bruh

idk. i feel so uncomfortable being vunerable but my friends see me for me

i don't know, i want to be transparent to all my friends because I feel bad if my thoughts start to stray away
i think i'm transparent to them, my friends know almost everything about me now

i feel like i have made meaningful fufillimg friendships that benefit me emotionally
a way better mindset than before

ugh, ever since I've become self aware about my narcissism i worry too much. i just hope my friends see me as a friend