19doesntexist

Dear Digital Diary (vent)

I often worry for my future.. i dont think i can actually live if i cant do art as a job. i barely have the motivation to do this and its what i love to do more than anything. if you wanna see my actual good finished art check out my insta @rottenzzombi ..just a btw this animemaker acc is for me to vent abt personal stuff so dont bring it up on insta or in my dms lol.. (i doubt any of you care enough to do that anyways.)

its weird being alive when i always said as a kid id kms once i graduated highschool. now i have no plans for my life and no direction. no friends or really family to guide me. i still feel like a child (from my cptsd) and no one seems to understand. i think im mentally stunted. (i may smoke too much weed.. so legit no brain cells n im barely actually here..)

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  🤟𝙲𝐡ᴇ𝙯 𝙏𝒐𝑠𝘁𝚒🤟 {✌𝓑𝖊𝓷𝖓𝔂✌}

19doesntexist

I'm about as dry as a salt cracker 😭😭
And I don't don't mind if you bombard me, I'll prolly end up doing it every so often
And i can spend days in my room at a time and only leave if I'm bored 😭😭

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  19doesntexist

🤟𝙲𝐡ᴇ𝙯 𝙏𝒐𝑠𝘁𝚒🤟 {✌𝓑𝖊𝓷𝖓𝔂✌}

itd be nice to actually have a friend :> id love to chat honestly.. though sometimes i be dry asf but thats cuz i aint have any thoughts so nothing to say (unless im venting) kinda why ppl get tired of me.. im a bit ‘crazy’ too, but i mean if u can put up with bs i can still be a little fun to be around.. (also its not like imma bombard you with all my problems, just sometimes i feel like i need to talk to someone, i been in the same damn room for way too long w out going outside haha) anyways tho if u acc wanna talk follow me on inst n ill dm,, @rottenzzombi

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  🤟𝙲𝐡ᴇ𝙯 𝙏𝒐𝑠𝘁𝚒🤟 {✌𝓑𝖊𝓷𝖓𝔂✌}

19doesntexist

Dw you wouldn't be a burden, I'm completely free all the time atm besides school
And stressful people are my speciality, I'm like the most stressful person ever to be around 🥲
And I'm sure I can handle pessimism, I'm so pessimistic I hate going outside because I only think the worst of the world
And the traumas I can do my best with :) I've been through quite a bit too, I'm sure I can relate and reassure you with at least some of it :)
Don't be shy to message me, I'll always be able to be there :)

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  19doesntexist

🤟𝙲𝐡ᴇ𝙯 𝙏𝒐𝑠𝘁𝚒🤟 {✌𝓑𝖊𝓷𝖓𝔂✌}

Thats so sweet.. im kinda shy so i probs wont text on insta unless u do (guilty haha). im glad theres still people like you who try to help others even if were strangers.. gives me a bit of hope for the world. i dont really like to burden others with personal convos which is why im using this as vent :P i can be a uh.. stressful person to be around at times cuz im so pessimistic.. n a lot of unresolved traumas..

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  🤟𝙲𝐡ᴇ𝙯 𝙏𝒐𝑠𝘁𝚒🤟 {✌𝓑𝖊𝓷𝖓𝔂✌}

Ik we are complete strangers
But if ya ever need to talk, I'll try to support you:)
I've been through similar things so I'll help the best I can if you ever wanna talk
People will always be there for ya and I'll be one :)
And if you don't wanna chat on here my insta is @lilfruityapplexx :)

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