God my dad is a bitch (vent)

I can barely even hold a conversation with him not yelling at me and lecturing me, and he parents me horribly, like it's not my fault your parents were ass don't rub it on me, I'm not a perfect little copy of what you could have been, and he just never listens to me, whenever I try to make a statement he just yells at me more, I can't get a point through, why can't I just get rid of him already ugh I hate him so much, he swears that he loves me but I severely doubt that, I can't even tell if he's serious about it. Every day that he yells at me it's harder to focus in class, and I can't just tell him that, whatever I want to say to him wouldn't make it any better so I don't say it, I love my mom, I love her very much, I would only let stuff out at my dad when she's around because she would defend me, and my dad he keeps trying to control my whole life, he tries taking everything away from me but that just makes it worse, why can't I just be in another universe, one where I didn't have to have a dad, why couldn't I be in some cupcakes and rainbows dimension, where I didn't have to have any hatred, god I hate my dad

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