Idk. Maybe I'm thinking too deep because I keep bottling up most of my hatrid. Yeah I know the shit I do is weird but ugh people will never genuinely understand how I feel

It's my coping mechanism and i get to do whatever i want with it.... i don't get why a lot of people (not you guys) go rabid over it. if it helps me feel better why do people suggest change

i don't want to seem clinically insane either but vyn really is my everything and it genuinely makes me upset seeing people intrude into the stories i make

it's supposed to feel real, not interesting. ugh! I don't know how to explain it but it's going onto 3 years and I am extremely obsessed with Vyn Richter
And I don't like seeing change