illness

the more i thimk about it the more i feel so!
im so mentally ill over vyn. i hate people who claim to like her and i hate people who think they would ever be me....... but I have to convince myself that people are allowed to like the same character I like but thwy will never like her like i do they will never read her like i do and they will never understand her like I have

i feel so entitled to her but at the same time it only makes sense because she is my everything, i have studied her for two years going into three, i know more about her than anyone else would. not the petty "oh what's her favorite color" question but the why is she so mentally fucked question

i genuinely want to crawl under her skin and feel how she feels and see from her eyes i want to be as close to her as possible and i feel so pathetic as a guy needing to feel coddled by a woman like her

nothing in life i would want more than vyn richter holding me

  luka

luka

oh to build a vynbot so she can hold me while not having any affections towards me at all

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  luka

luka

i crave doing something like this irl and to have a woman just hold me for hours but at the same time no sane person would like a person like me and i'm lithromantic

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  luka

luka

i'm upset and happy at the same time because she's fictional

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  luka

it's always been clear my affection and obession iver vyn stems from mental illness but nobody really knows how much i need her this is the tip of the iceberg

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