im realizing some of you guys might think im still suicidal but please you gotta believe me it was really funny

the idea was that when my family woke up they'd see my body and be surprised

people thought i was making shit up so they had to ask my brother about it and my brother confirmed it was infact a real plan i had (shout out to trung)

two years ago i was hilarious (i can no longer have sharp pointy objects in my room)

MAJOR TW AHEAD dont read if suicide triggers u but honestly my suicide idea was really funny and im kinda upset people know about it now because now its not a surprise but the plan was i was gonna wait for everyone to sleep and then go to my living room write "surprise!" on like some card paper and then tie a bag around my head and die by suffocation but i was talked out of suicide so now its just a silly thing i reference too often to my friends