inner fight

sometimes i feel insecure about my weight because my family makes a lot of comments on it

the worst thing is my doctor congratulated me for barely making it to being healthy 2 years ago

4 years ago i was under 100lbs and I was labeled as a 11 on the BMI index

i am currently 126 pounds, it's a lot of weight to gain considering only 2022 i was still barely 108 pounds

i feel good about my body most of the time because it makes me feel more masculine, but I can't help but want to go back to being dangerously underweight again
words from family doesn't exactly make me feel pretty but it's my body, why should I care that I'm not as thin as I used to be or as feminine as I was?
i want to gain muscle, bulk, do all the things other guys do but I was really set up for failure

the doctor was happy telling me that I finally passed a point where I'm not concerningly underweight
looking at old photos of me make me feel sick sometimes

i looked so thin so malurished

  luka

LeelaWiffWaffles

i can tell what you are dont fucking lie LMAO get blocked

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  LeelaWiffWaffles

LeelaWiffWaffles

I didn't mean to but down fat I ment like really skinny sorry!

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  LeelaWiffWaffles

LeelaWiffWaffles

No I didn't mean it that way and I'm not a child!!

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  luka

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noo because like its genuinely painful being skinny but at the same time sleeping on hard places feel nice to me because its cold (i live in a hot state) really thought about getting abs but i think i might just try and tone my torso and arms

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I also used to be underweight (I might still be idk), and I'm also currently trying to get stronk.
Worst part of being skinny is when you sit down you feel your bones. Other than that, I love being skinny and lightweight. I was lucky to have no-one criticize me for my weight. I thought people only bullied fat people for their weight when I was a kid until I heard my mom talked about being her bullied in school over it. Im sorry your family criticize you for it. Look on the bright side though, once you start exercising, it's really easy to get a 6 pack.

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