"someone out in the world likes you"
no they don't. They're delusional, crazy
They all say they want to date someone mentally ill, someone like me because they can "handle" me. they can't handle mental illness. they can't handle how crippling my mental illness affects me and people around me, they all say they can but they end up going away because they realize how fucked I am. I'm not the romance illness. I'm a stalker, a narcissist, someone who actively fantasizes about his own death. I spend hours of my life stalking people, I spend so much of it trying to collect every piece of information. Sure, I'm doing this because I'm studying Cyber Security, but I am a cyber stalker.
People are insane, no one sane wants to be with a guy like me, I don't get why people try to reassure me that i'll "find someone" when I'm been told I would end up worse without treatment. You all romanticize mental illness, there's nothing romantic about the things I do. It's not love, It's obsession. I don't know how to live without doing these things, I need to do these or else I won't feel happiness and I hate feeling unhappy
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