For miles: (tw// semi-heavy vent)
I know you don't even have this app, but I would never get the confidence to tell you this. Yesterday in chior I saw you spinning Bethany and Reanne like fucking disney princesses. I know they are just your friends. I know the song was playing. I know you have a girlfriend. I know you're older. But you have no idea how much they were living my dream. How come they get their "main character moment" with you. I have no words to describe how much I want that. I want you to spin me around like a Disney princess while a romantic song is playing and the entire chior class is singing along. Just during 3rd period Yesterday, I was literally simping over you so much just because of how handsome you looked while it was raining. It almost seemed like a fairy-tale. I wish. I also saw Zoey and Mya give you hugs Yesterday. I know they are just your friends. But damn it hurts to know I will never get the confidence to hug you. And you know what else hurts? Knowing how pretty your girlfriend is. I literally want to be her so bad. I want to bleach my hair for you. Wear green contacts for you. Grow out my hair for you. Be the perfect girl for you. But you would never want me. It's all Chelsea. Chelsea Chelsea Chelsea. Never Reina. You can tell me that I'll find someone else. Someone better. But I don't want someone else. I just want you. You say I cuss too much, I'm too violent. I'll change. Just please, one chance. Only one chance. I don't care. I want you.
Miles, I want you so much. I love you. I could never tell you. I wish I could. I thought you were leaving the school next year. I would have told you. But you're staying. I mean, at least I get more time with you. But I might as well tell you when I leave the school. That way you won't have to see me again.
You are always so nice to me. You are so caring. I wish I was Chelsea. She's so pretty. She's probably nicer than me. I'm so jealous. She has no idea how lucky she is to be with you. I would give anything to be her. She's so lucky. When will I be lucky enough for a five-minute conversation with you?
Probably never
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