I can't even help everyone..

I'll be going, When your sort of calm, then you may talk to me. about it, I'll try to have a conversation with rowin or the person you mentioned that sent you vile things. (If you let me, Which I know right now you won't.)

I'll address this in one statement, You need help, Even if you don't say you don't, You do. But just talk to me whenever you can, Sorry for the short tantrum i threw

Also it wasn't towards you. But I shouldn't have done that nonetheless, Since it worsens the situation, I should've thinked more than just letting my feelings out, Literally made it much worse to deal with.

Got a little mad there to be honest, Sorry for that, And it absolutely won't be enough to say sorry for that type of insult, But since insults go for insults, I used it. But I seems he has gone away.