the idea of having a partner is so satisfying.. but the things I've heard are..😨😨😨😨

i dont know how people can deal with people like me. i dont think they do either

vyn is perfect, and i think i like her because she is perfect. she would understand me. she wouldn't probably experience how I see the world, but she would know there's something wrong and she would see right through me and i desire her

i honestly thought i would be an okay boyfriend if i ever dated again and then i find out i lovebomb and then go into social isolation and love bomb again and then go into social isolation ans thats like. not a good thing ans theres plenty of other things that would make me a horrible boyfriend

documenting myself and having me and others read it has been the best thing to mental progression