okay, here it is!

It all started when covid started, my sister was getting married and my grandma was getting very old, so when my sister got married, she moved to a different state, and I don't really get to see her, them my grandma passed. I was 8 or 9 at the time, so j didn't fully understand what was going on but then 2 years later, in 2022, my mum got diagnosed with c@ncer that was very hard to take for me. Everybody kept telling me everything was gonna be alright but I wanted somebody to just agree with me on things. I was smiling bright, until March 16. My sister was gonna have a baby boy, and I went to science camp for 3 days and when j came back, my parents weren't home. Only my grandma. She sat me down and gave me the most heartbreaking news. My nephew had passed away. My mind br0ke. I burst out crying and then everybody was telling me "oh he is in better place now" or "oh it's okay don't cry!" but in reality, everything was broken and not fine. I lost everything ok ng except my faith and smile. Then one year later, a dear friend of mine was fighting cancer, then she beat it! Yay! But then, I got news that her little exhausted body just couldn't hold out much longer and her heart stopped, she d1ed with a smile on her face, my heart sank and j was hearing the same things "it's gonna be okay!" u wish everybody would stop trying to make me feel better like that, it just didn't help. I got everything. At once. But I still tried keeping my smile and putting on a poker face. When 2024 came around, I developed new crazy emotions and them my grandfather passed away and also my bunny. I was really broken and hurting on the inside but happy and lively on the outside, I was finding out who I am and them my parents try to stop that, I did have a bf, so kind, but my parents didn't like him for some reason, I did break up with him eventually but people kept making rumours about me and him about no-no things, my parents are against everything I am, furry/therian and lgbtq. I wish they would let me be who I am, so the resemblance behind the picture is that I am really broken and hurting but I put on a pokerface everyday.

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