joy&whimsy

man, friendship really does feel nice
after learning that many friendships aren't based on a give/take relationship i'm trying to be friendly and sometimes i really want to fall back onto old habits but i'm recovering and i'm finally making my friendships mutualist-symbiotic and meaningful

it's taking a lot from me more than I'd like to admit, but trying to at least care about the people who only want good things for me feels ..... nice? i feel happy and yet afraid but excited and everything above and sometimes i feel like my convos are still extremely me-centered but my friends say qe're best friends. best friends mean everything

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