Lucky but yeah my emotions are also weird

I'm not embarrassed from my stupid emotions that are also weird

I feel that I also get embarrassed of my emotions when I was writing the paragraph I was like omg my emotions are so cringy and dumb it's gotten to the point where when people are like sad I act like I care but depending on who it is I don't care I can't explain it

I don't think we both have any advince to each other at all. And to be honest I'm so used to this that real happiness feels wrong to me

Oh dang I'm sorry well if you have advice tell me and if I have advice I'll tell you