HELP IM POSTING WHATS IN MY NOTES APP

Its not @ 10 likes but its close enough- (please don't make me regret this😭 (not all bc I REFUSE to put all of it)

FOR ALEX
I fucking love you. I have only had one boyfriend before and that was in 5th grade (so it dosent really count) I never TRUELY dated a guy. I've only ever dated women. This... this feels so different. I don't know how to describe it. Like every night I've gone to sleep, I've been thinking of you. Like- you're what keeps me awake giggling and kicking in my bed. You're so different from everyone I have dated before- and despite the amount of people I've dated, I haven't had my first kiss. You actually want to kiss me- and I feel the same. I have searched for someone that actually feels the same about me. my last REAL girlfriend was Fucking aroace. It hurt so much. But I can tell you love me. It feels amazing. The feeling of KNOWING that I'm loved is amazing. I'm pretty sure I'm writing this and will never text this to you but I hope you know how much I'm in love with you. I hope you know how much I care about you. You have changed everything for me. You are amazing. The thought that we might break up sometime in the future haunts me. Like, I know that our relationship is going PERFECTLY and we literally have no reason to but it still haunts me yk? I know I'm just going through (SEVERE) infatuation but I'm certain it's real. I love you.

I just realized how much I want Alex and me to play in the rain and him to spin me around like a Disney princess (I swear I NEED my y/n moment😭) WHYYYYY😭

Roses are red, violets are blue, my bed has room for two-

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