Things that I try to avoid thinking of

But I fail, ofc
• embarrassing moments of my life
• if I'm gonna pass this grade or not
• if I'm gonna be able to get into an art school
• what am I supposed to do if I cant get into the said art school
• how to fucking make friends
• what if I disappoint my parents
• how tf am I supposed to get into college
• how to fucking survive through college
• how to make money
• what if I cant get a job
• the whole idea of dating. It just sounds scary af bye
• what if I get arrested for not wearing hijab
• what they will do to me if I get arrested(rape, torture and death ofc.<3)
• future of my country. As much as I love a change, I do not wish to live my best years through a revolution.
• how am I supposed to come out to my family
• what if they turn out to be trans phobic.
• how to explain to my little brothers. They're gonna be 11 and 8 when I'm 18
• possibility of my best friend offing themself
Ig that was all lmaoaoo sorry u can ignore this if u want