the entire kiki drama explained in detail

I know more about kiki than the average person because she was in a discord server with me before she joined am

TWS: sh, suicide, pedophila

i know i said that my last post would be the final kiki post, but I did that i. order to not give her attention. Now that she’s dead, I don’t need to worry about her.

I can’t help but feel that I have some sort of contribution to the Kiki situation; like obviously I didn’t force her to do the things that she did but I think if I wasn’t here, she wouldn’t have done them in the first place.
let me explain, so Kiki was in one of my old discord servers that I was in with a few online friends. I don’t know who invited her or how she found it. She was just kind of there. She never really talked at all in the server she just kind of read messages. I’m pretty sure the only time she did talk was when she was in the vent channel and nobody use the vent channel except for her.
usually, she would just vent about stuff that was happening in our home life and it was fucked up. It was all insane. I’m not gonna go to deep into it because that’s not my place to say, but yeah, she went through a lot.
people wouldn’t interact with her vents all that often because it’s just stuff they didn’t have experience with, but sometimes they would be like I’m so sorry this happened to you, but they wouldn’t really elaborate further
this was the case for me until one day she vented about relapsing and SH and I have experience with this actually so I responded and we chatted for a little bit. She’s very introverted and she’s not very conversational so it was it was pretty short. We didn’t really talk that much.
since that small interaction, she started to act a little bit different with me like every like every few messages. She’ll send like a little emoji reaction. (You know how discord has those), but I didn’t really think too much of it.
Yesterday I think I posted in the discord server about AnimeMaker because I just joined and it was. It’s a pretty fun app
that’s when Kiki started posting
at first, I didn’t know it was this person from the discord server because she didn’t have the same name in the discord
i’m pretty sure you know what happens from there. She starts making up a things like how people on AnimeMaker or her boyfriends but she would mention me specifically over and over.
if you check the descriptions on some of her old enemies, it was me she I was the only person she actually mentioned
this obviously upset me a lot because I was going through a break up and I still am. I’m doing much better right now though.
and usually people would throw words around like pedophile and groomer and I want to point out that she is none of these things
since these things get thrown around a lot, I want to stress that a groomer is someone of any age that manipulates the trust of someone of any other age. It doesn’t have to be an adult to a child.
but she never worked to gain trust so she is not a groomer and she is also 12 years old so she is not a pedophile. I will get into the proof of her being 12 later.
and you know she just kept on going I think she was just trying to get as much attention as possible, but then she made Kiki four And at the end of that account, she started to actually post vent animes
and the entire time she was kind of saying that she was in danger she was going to hurt herself and she was
A lot of people didn’t take this seriously and I think that is terrible. This should always be taken seriously no matter if she is problematic or not.
anyways, so and then she goes on to say that her entire account has been a cry for help and that’s whenever the account on Discord DM to me and she claimed that she was Kiki and I believe that
and basically that girl sent me a voice message, just explaining everything that she explained in her and one of her other posts I think the second to last one
and the proof that she is 12, she sounded very pre-pubescent in that in that voice message. She did not sound like a teenager. She sounded very young.
she even sent me a picture of the knife and she said she was going to end it all and then she stopped responding to me and I assumed that she did until I got proof that she didn’t or at least I thought I did. I’m not sure if that was actually proof or not, but I just said that I didn’t believe her.
and then she sent me another DM, and it was a picture of the nicknames she had for me carved into her arm along with her admitting to lying. I blocked her after that.
and then the rest is documented, but I do really just think that this is really sad
I think that she wasn’t lying at all.
I do think that that her account was sort of a cry for help try and get as much negative attention as she could so she wouldn’t feel bad about doing what she was about to do because she was definitely a victim before hand.
The entire situation is so sad. and the switch up now is insane people who used to tell her to end her life are now trying to say that they defended her and they support her which it’s all right to forgive her, but you guys need to realize that she did some pretty horrible things too, and sometimes it’s not your place to forgive her because that name cutting thing had nothing to do with you
I personally do not forgive Kiki at all. It would’ve been different if she was actively trying to fix herself, but it was very clear that she was convinced that she was too far gone and she was never able to get better.
I also want to point out that she never really talked like how she did an AnimeMaker in Discord or anything like that the way she actually typed was how she typed whenever she was explaining her story just very choppy sentences with little no capitalization she never had the little emoticons or the squiggly lines at the end of text

sorry if the text is a little bonkers. I’m using the voice to text thing and I’m not gonna read through this again and I’m not gonna type this out because that’s insane.

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