A painful truth i never have faced
Family.
She who uses me
Abuse
She who steals from me
I love to hard
No matter how much she takes and breaks me or from me i cant find myself to hate her
Because i always think that somewhere she might love me to stay around me but she stays because she knows what i can give
Lie to me
Lie to me to my fucking face
I know your lying
But i still go along
Maybe one day it will be true
But you just keep lying
And lying
And making false promises
And you look me in the god damn eyes
And you tell me you love me and you’ll always be there
And i fall for it every fucking time.
You dont love me
You love the idea of me
You love what having me around can do to boost your look
You dont care about me
But you tell me you love me
How much more of me do you want?
If you needed a body part id donate
Id donate the only kidney i have for you because i love you
And your supposed to be there for me but instead of being there you tell me
Im gonna be there i promise i wanna make it right
And i fall for it every time
I get my hopes up and you let me down
I want you to come through once.
Just fucking once.
Please. Im begging.
Just go through with your promise once
I miss you
Even though you hurt me every time
Why am i not enough for you.
What do i have to do to be something to you
Im in a bad headspace rn
Cant be on my main
It hurts even worse at the fact i love her on the few childhood memories i have when she was actually there and loved me.
Thats the only thing that keeps me holding on
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