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I love how even though I am clearly not okay my boyfriend is js like ‘haha big thighs’ or ‘big tits’ even though I explicitly told him I am not comfortable with him touching them or referring to them. He wants my body. Not me. He’s either blind or he doesn’t care about me. I’m always taking care of him. I’m always putting too much effort. I hate this. I hate being so stupid. Stupid enough to think that anyone would love a worthless whore like me without me giving them all I have first. I hate this, and I want to hate him. But I can’t.

He doesn’t love me. He chose to love me because he had nobody else, and didn’t have much of a choice.

  ★Zeze★

ΛᴇИᴛIɴᘓ ᒉᴀCᴇ

I get it I really do you want to let them go but you cant I know how it feels but I'll be here every step and I'm always here to talk

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  ΛᴇИᴛIɴᘓ ᒉᴀCᴇ

★Zeze★

Yet I cling to him like a dog. He knows I am in a bad mental state. He knows it. But he’s just showing his love with hugs n’ such. Physicality only helps so much

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  ★Zeze★

Hes not a real boyfriend you should break up with him if he gets abusive call the police I know it's hard but remember we love you and your not alone I wish I could give you a hug (with your consent) right now

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