My #1 struggle

Trying to understand whether I like someone or either:

1: I just think they’re attractive/cute
2: I just think they’re super nice and sweet
3: Something physical happened such as cuddling (happened with a friend, platonic), subtle light touches (a guy next to me would occasionally brush his leg against mine or his hand when he was reaching for his backpack, I know most likely on accident because there’s barley any space under the desk), the time a friend had me sit on there lap or when I had a friend sit on mine cuz the table was full (1 time on each of those) holding hands platonically

I’ll probably never know if I for sure like someone tbh, I’m too confused and questioning myself most of the time. 3 is especially hard because I’m a very physical human, I love hugs and physical contact
Fun fact: in my main friend group, I’m the only one that’s never dated✨ I’m the only one who’s managed to keep my single title💅💅✨
I’m not in a rush to date, nor do I feel rushed or pressured to. But I have trouble differentiating. The dreams I’ve had a few times DONT. FUCKING. HELP😭😭😭

Those aren’t tears btw, it’s sweat

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