Oh yes and I wanna say , I had 4 dreams about you coming back and telling me that you will always stand with me, Noelle please please don't leave me alone, I don't wanna force you, I loved you then, and I'll love you still, but I have a question, does your heart still burns for me?, I've always been told to find a better gf than you, but I always said no, you were everything to me, you're perfect, you understood me, but I bet you got a better gf/bf than me, and I don't mind since you'd be happy about it, I just wanna be told that you are happy, that's what I care about now, I don't miss the old days with you, cuz I was shitty, and I don't wanna miss being shitty, I'm very sorry Noelle, for making you cry, or have a headache, I never meant to, I was just stupid, how dare I, you deserve to have everything you want, sorry for stopping you from loving your friend, I was just jealous..., I respect you now, I will just leave you for now, have a great life, I love you Noelle.