it hurts to be something; it's worse to be nothing with you

i'm really like my birth year aren't I,
I want to give my loyalty to you, I want to be there for everything you went through

Today you seemed distressed, I didn't know how to react. I don't think what I said was helpful, but it was more than I would usually say for anyone. I hope you drink lots of water, I want to guard you and protect you. I haven't felt this way for a real person in a while, I'm grateful that my empathy was sparked correctly.

I don't want to act selfishly, not for you. You make me happy, a lot of things I disliked is now good to me. Now they're reminders of you, because you like them.

This feels more emotional than my usual ''chosen person" trait. Maybe because I'm recovering, but I know you're chosen to me. You're better than everyone else, pure. You're more pure than everyone in this world