"you're a kind person, you're so sweet for helping a stranger" people tell me this and i feel sick sometimes, i'm doing this because it makes me feel better than everyone else, not out of the kindness in my heart. but if it helps everyone, i'll keep pretending to be kind, because i want to be a good person

but you say im pure and protected and safe and everything ... what does this mean, i'm no beacon of purity .... but if you say so, then i don't want to think dirty anymore i dont Want To Draw those things anymore I Don't want to be perverted and sick and demented and disgusting, i'm not a degenerate

i feel like ahorrible dirty peeson because i am not pure and i am a sick perverted individual and the only thing pure about me is my chastiy otherwise im a tainted cruel man

i felt so horribke and bad and i was like "what if they hate luka, they like till so they would probably hate luka. im luka. they hate luka probably, luka is unsafe" but then they told me im the safest person to be luka :( and luka is a favorite .... and then they put me as a mutual they would trust with their life what if i died

no but this is funny now but it wasnt back then when potato first watched alien stage they said it was unsafe and i felt so horrible and when they watched round 7 they felt even more unsafe wanr i wanted to perish right then and there