i screamed at the top of my lungs at my mother, and screamed and punched shit, threw my phone

i am so fucking mad.
i can explain

mother has chronic pain and is around 500 lbs, causing swelling and and other shit
shes manipulative, with Dissociative identity disorder, ptsd
she always ( i mean 24/7) talking abt her past and she guilt trips
example
"NO I DONT WANT TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL YOU ASSHOLES!!!!)'
we decided to not do fhat

next day shes screaming at us
" YKU SHOULD'VE TAKEN ME TO THE HOSPITAL, TOU DINT CARE ABOUT ME"

i started crying out of anger because she keeps controlling us and threatening to kill herself.
we cant live our own lives anymore. thats why im not even online much anymore.

i cant sleep bc im worried she'll ki herself

when is she really. she cabt do fucking shit.
i cant even fucking express emotions here or she'll think i hate her and she blames everyone but herself

so i stood up for once and yelled at her.
i told her it was her fault her VrChaT boyfriend wants to dump her. it is. she calls her bf dante every night and dumps all her problems on him, and it makes him sad, i even have his contact on dc
hes so worried about her but needs a break, she yakes that as a threat and now she wants to break up eoth him.
you see how im so fucking mad?

i punched the wall and threw shit plusmy PHONE
my fist is injured ow

8 hours ago 14 views 1 frames

Tir3d

you're lowkey being a hypocrite rn
most of your posts are you dumping your shit onto random people online
no one here can actually help you dude, i'm pretty sure most of the people on this damn platform are children... if you don't have a therapist yet I suggest getting one and talking to them instead.
Like i'm sorry but constantly venting on an art app isn't going to help anything
I'm sure you have plenty of people who care for you and try to help, so maybe utilize those people and not random people who shouldn't be trying to help with something they can't.
I apologize if this is rude or makes you upset but it just gets on my nerves always seeing depressing shit when I'm scrolling through art and what not. You gotta help yourself and stop relying on the internet to fix your problems

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The evil twin

thx

7 hours ago Reply

The evil twin

Marcus & Eggzo (ME Team! )...

Oh sorry I'm so so sorry I thought it was
I wish I could help more but I'm not good with stuff like this
I hope your life gets better soon

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Marcus & Eggzo (ME Team! )...

The evil twin

dont assume things you dont know.

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