Vent?? Idk neutral sorta??? Idk. Tw mental health

Staying up over 24h and being unmedicated reawakened the "am I borderline or do I have multiple personalities?" Debate that is constantly in the back of my mind. My short term memory is complete and utter dogshit, not even because I partake in QUATRE-CENT VIGNT (🍃🍃🍃) because I don't even do it much often anymore. Sometimes I have multiple thought trains.. and no it's not just my adhd.. maybe it is? Anyway, sometimes I'll be thinking and hear a completely different voice in my head talking about something completely different and when I try to recall what it was talking about... I can't? Like it was a different person. Often times I don't recognize myself, atall, I see me, I know it's me, but it's not.. me????????? I'm constantly dissociated like ALL the time it's genuinely insane . I talk to myself alot, and often have conversations with myself out loud. Maybe it's the adhd! But what if it's not? My art style constantly changes, sure it's always similar but that's because that's all my brain is trained to do. My hand writing often changes too, it's very strange.

I think im one person? Maybe?????????I could just be overthinking it because I've been diagnosed with bpd... but I have the childhood trauma that would qualify me!!!

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