December 8, 2024 9:34 PM

It’s like, they don’t even care about me
I feel like I was born a nuisance
They don’t even try to treat me right today
I’m only getting yelled at today, because they’re too stressed to even talk to me
Why does this always happen to me, what’ve I done wrong? I was acting normal and my mom thinks just because she gave me advice that I was angry because she told me not to take a brownie? That’s so stupid. Why has this been happening in my birthdays ever since I got into my tweens. I hate everything, I hate my family now…I feel like running away but I’m planning to live alone once I graduate college…I don’t ever want to be in contact with anyone today…I’ve only been getting yelled at because they are stressed. So what? Am I not stressed too? I have things to deal with but never take it out on anyone. I have more stress than them but keep it to myself. I’m always angry but keep it to myself, they always misunderstand me and think I’m yelling at them when I’m talking normally…why am I the only getting treated like this every birthday. There was no celebration, I didn’t even ask them to make one or do a surprise for me, but as soon as I wake up, I find out that I’m a nuisance?? Why did they even give birth to me and raise me if they’re just going to treat me like this…Sometimes I hate myself when I do a simple mistake, one they could forgive me for as soon as I make it…but why…why does this always happen, why am I yelled at? It’s my birthday, am I not supposed to be treated special? I treated them special on their birthday, I did chores since they never ask for celebrations or parties…I do my best to make them happy…but why…

I might delete this first thing tomorrow morning…

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