2024 is about to end

It was a bad and a good year

Even tho my last school year/early-mid 2024 was tiring. Loneliness, hearing people talking shit about you, trying to improve yourself but you fail, family issues got worse, being stuck with the past, you see many imperfections about yourself and more.

This place was like..an escape, I remember always waiting when I get to home so I open this app and talk with amazing people here who showed me that I'm still loved and I matter, helped me to stay positive and energetic, act like none of these misrable stuff happened

And what I don't understand now, my life got better in this school year/late 2024, I got irl friends, all my classmates are nice to me, I feel I bit lonely but not as before, family issues are eh, can't let past go yet but alr, I switched from an introvert to an ambivert, then why I vent? Why i made this venting acc.?

I feel like I'm weak, creating this account to vent is just proving to myself that I'm getting weaker, someone who's just complaining about stupid stuff while I went through worse before yet I was strong and never said a word, there's even people going through worse than that and still standing and handling

I'm not really proud of myself, I hope I can be a better and more cheerful person in 2025

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