Im not sure what to say.

Sometimes I hate my life and wish I was never born, but right now I appreciate it. I wasn’t able to enjoy christmas because I was just thinking how miserable I am, but being on animemaker makes me feel happy. And it’s something to do while I’m waiting to see cayden again. Im really scared to talk to him, and I may just chicken out again, but im sure it will feel amazing afterwards if i ever do talk to him. I just listened to a song that reminds me of him and I instantly felt so nervous. So, sorry for all this sappy bullshit, but I really appreciate animemaker, this is one of the few things that can keep my mind off the big thing happening for me in less than a week.
I may never talk to him. I hope I do, but I might not. I can only hope I’ll make the right choice

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  Ash ☆

Moxie the historian

Mhm. Personally im just scared because last time I asked for someone’s number was when I was too young to remember, but it’s even worse since it’s my crush. Thanks tho, well said.

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  Moxie the historian

Nah, I bet you’ll see him again, I’m am atheist and a negative realist(but not a pessimist), but when something big happens in life, wether good or bad, I’d say it comes around if you want it to, don’t be like me and avoid everything because “you can’t pull your shit together”, life is not short, it’s just too long to actually live it.

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