TW: VERY SENSITIVE TOPIC AND POSSIBLY EXISTENTIALISM (?) [Not a vent]

This little guy
𝗜𝘀 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗹𝘆 𝗮𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗲𝘅𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲 𝗮𝘀 𝗮 "𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗲𝗿" 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝘀 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗲𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗲𝘅𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗺𝗮𝗱𝗲 𝗽𝘂𝗿𝗲𝗹𝘆 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝘁𝗼 𝘀𝘂𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿