What I wanna tell my 11 year old self

Stop being so insecure and nervous you idiot. You're ruining it for yourself. The future is pretty decent, good even. It may not be perfect, but nothing is. You aren't, neither are those bitches. Their egos will fade overtime and so will they fade out of your life. You're beautiful and you'll know that in a few years, so stop whining about your life. It all goes away eventually, and you get used to the bad stuff. We're aware on who's fake. And those girls you're really scared of? You're on their good side. Just give people you know who have similar personalities to you a chance. Talk to that sad person. Talk to those people sitting in senco. It'll be worth it. Whatever let's you cope. Also, it isn't worth it trying to look like everyone else, honestly. Makes you look desperate for friends, and the norm is crap anyways. Let's be real, you aren't gonna wear a 1 cm skirt in -6 degree weather, so why bother in the first place? Cause, everyone's gonna expect you to look like them at that point. Do what makes you comfortable. Those trousers are badass. Actually, you're badass. Do you know how strong you are? And how impressed I am that we even came this far? Are you aware that your life would've ended 3 years ago if you gave up easily? You're a legend. Keep going, cry when you have to, mentally breakdown when you need to. We'll just look back at those moments and laugh anyways. People your age may not face the same struggles as you or think the same way as you do, but honestly. Stop giving effs. Of course, the neglect is still affecting us today, we still feel terrible when in trouble, but we get used to it quicker. Get back into those interests from 2 years ago, they're freaking awesome.

It may not be a good mindset, but I'm working with it and it's keeping my life intact lol

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