Well (I grab your shoulders and stare at you angry like), I. Fucking.Envy. You.
There are a shit tone of people who love you and look up to you, you don’t need some bullshit ass approval of any shit, so what, you have autism, a shit tone of talented people who are popular have autism, what matters is that your aware, talented, empathetic, sympathetic, intelligent, interesting, and just a amazing person, I have to tell you, you will have irl friends, cuz you are so many things