Lol but pls watch out when u make scars because when u cut through a vein you could bleed to death because those veins are full of blood and pls watch out with that🙏 or just stop scarring urself I know it's hard because I do it too but I have a tip for you: search up clawed_beauty on YouTube
They make comfortable videos to make you feel better💗
i really recommend it for you
They're also scene, goth, emo and they like cosplaying so you will see those kind of videos too