Why'd you have to be so complicated?

(Complicated.......)
Cause I'm not sure that I've seen you before, you looked familiar when I saw you
We go together like the gum on my shoes
We make out, we make out when it's too late
we go out, we go out on a tuesday

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why am i entertaining this at all? I feel sick, I almost threw up
I lied. Partially. I "hate" you. And i feel sick again reemembering you, but it's the kind of sick that makes me a masochist. It's almost thrilling at the idea you even thought of me and I feel like a sick degenerate knowing how badly i want you to talk to me again despite my prior statements telling people that I want to watch you from afar. I'm sick. I'm actually sick. If that was you, why? Why say happy birthday to me? Are you actually sorry? You know, it wasn't completely your fault. Lots of people wanted to hurt me, it just so happened you hurt me a lot too.

Talked to my friend, they said it was a bad idea. But I kinda hope you come back and show me in some sort of way, you want to talk to me. I'm so disgusting, wanting you this much. Do you think about me at all? I hope so. I hope that was you talking to me. I'm pretty sure it is. Who else would say that?

Why tell me that unless you wanted to talk to me? I'm so sick. I hope you talk to me again, please.

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