emma lian

oh no

So basically
There's this one feeling I used to get a lot, other than the sudden hatred for myself
I would get really nauseous and uncomfortable out of nowhere, and the mention or even thinking about food would nearly get me to throw up and shudder
This sort of thing would last quite a while after it triggers, usually to the point my parents noticed I got skinny concerningly quickly
I turn out fine after though, then my stomach hurts for food since I basically ate nothing when that happened
(For some reason when I get the nausea, I would barely feel hungry and not eat much at all unless I HAD to. My stomach wouldn't hurt while this happened either)

I started getting this around like 7 months to a year ago
Especially around when I got iron deficiency anemia
The feeling didn't come back this year until today

A few hours ago while I was laughing with my friend, her grandma offered to make us lunch
Not thinking much about it but hesitant (cuz I felt bad) I went along with it
When she said it was ready, I suddenly started getting this feeling again
It was like I was scared of eating, I literally nearly started tearing up while they were downstairs and I was alone for a little
Just told myself to stop overreacting though and ate
But the closer I got to the plates I felt less and less hungry, so I only ate a bit (no the food wasn't wasted my friend devoured it for me lol)

After that I wanted to throw up like my body was trying to force the food out and.. yeah not eat at all for a few days
Is this a normal thing?? Or should I get some sort of medical help?
Actually nah cuz my mom won't do it

ANYWAYS
I still feel like this I took 💖paracetamol💖 but I feel the same
My mom brought me some cookies a few mins ago and I genuinely got a bit scared

We getting food phobia with this one🔥🔥

But yeah apart from this I'm back LOSERS!!!!/silly

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  emma lian

sillygirllolmeow3000

my mom won't really believe me when I tell her all of this sadly
she'll just think Im sick or something 🥲
thank u for the help though ^U^

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  sillygirllolmeow3000

emma lian

if you have an eating disorder you would know
uts not about the food most of the time its about your veiw on yourself
but by what ur describing i think its a physical illness instead tyen
you should see a doctor

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  emma lian

Diddy

I can rec the rooms now

8 months ago   Reply
  emma lian

sillygirllolmeow3000

sorry I dont know how to react to that ngl
is that a bad thing or will I be fine

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