I’m sorry.

Where do I even start with this..
I feel like my negative energy is rubbing off on you guys. I’ve been enjoying socializing less than usual because I feel like im boring, or annoying, or too quiet, or complain too much, or that I make you uncomfortable, or you’d rather hang out with your other friends than me. I’m stressed a lot of the time and sometimes when it gets really bad I can’t help but tell people about it, but this doesn’t accomplish anything, especially since I often don’t even say what’s wrong, so it’s not like there’s anything you guys can do but give me your pity or something, which I don’t want.
To all my friends, but to mikey, michael, and yellow in particular because I talk to you guys most: I love you all. And sometimes I can’t help but overthink, and I start thinking you’d be happier without me, even though I know that’s stupid, and I care about you loads and don’t wanna lose any of you. But I really do appreciate all my friends more than I can put into words and you make me smile even when I wanna die or my whole body feels like shit.
I said a while ago I won’t post vents or negative content on here anymore, and I’ve slipped up a few times when I felt overwhelmed, but I’ll try not to do it anymore. I want to be someone that (at least almost) everyone likes, I want you to feel happy and comfortable when I message you, and I feel like im not doing that. So, I will also be unlisting this once the mentioned people see it.
Again, im sorry, and always remember, even if no one else loves you, I do <3

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8 months ago 42 views 4 frames 5 Like

Ash

rsraic8

Thanks

8 months ago Reply

rsraic8

Ash

I know you did, precisely because of that I wanted to remark it, so I could then tell you well done and congratulate you, because not everyone gets to realize of the thing that fast.
I'm aware you want and I understand you my lad, don't push yourself too hard, ok? You can't fully enjoy being liked by lots of people if you're not comfortable with your own self first.
You'll achieve dude, don't doubt that, just take it easy and enjoy the ride

8 months ago Reply (1)

Ash

rsraic8

Thank you so much
I specified almost everyone because I know you can’t get everyone to like you, i just wanna be one of those people that a lot of people like yk? Like mini muffin or moxie the historian

8 months ago Reply (1)

rsraic8

Dude, simply by saying this you're showing how good friend you are.
It's completely understandable you've got to overthink and obsess with some intrusive thought, but that's just what they are: thoughts, so don't worry, my friend, you're doing it more than fine, it's a pleasure receiving a message from you and let me tell you I'm 100% sure what you feel for your friends is reciprocal.
Remember this: maybe sounds a bit harsh, but it's impossible to be liked by everyone, that's a reality, but just by worrying about the well-being of your comrades you've got a lot of work done. You should be proud of yourself, Ash

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