Poetry about me and my crush

(Have you guys seen the poetry that dosent rhyme and it's kinda depressing and almost like a rant? Yeah that's what this is)
She wanted to be beautiful
Not pretty, not hot, beautiful
She wanted to be with you so bad
She wanted to be beautiful for you
She saw your girlfriend and only thought
"She is everything I'm not"
"She is the definition of beauty"
And "he could never want me"
You were the thing pushing her
You rejected her without having a clue
Of just what it would do
She swore she wouldn't find anyone better
Because you were the only thing she wanted
You're the only thing she wants
She wants, needs, longs to be beautiful
Beautiful for you.
Sometimes she would catch you flirting with her
Then you would talk all day
Then once you saw your girlfriend you forgot all about her.
The way you said she was attractive?
All of a sudden you forgot.
The way you would act like your girlfriend didnt exist?
Well I'm sure you "forgot" that too
You made her feel like she was finally something to you
Then you ripped it all away
She cries herself to sleep because of you.
She thought you guys broke up
How could you not have
When you treat her like that?
You made her feel like she might be Beautiful
Maybe it's because you olny talk to girls that are.
Only girls that are beautiful.
But deep down it's less than that.
You're emotionally unstable
And all you want is boobs and ass
Deep down she knows this
She realizes that she'll never be enough
But all she wants it to be is that it's beauty, not body
Because if you just want her body
You're a bad person
And you could never be a bad person to her.
So she'll lie to herself
Every day and night
Say that you want a girl that's funny and cool
And she'll think, "unlike me,
His girlfriend is beautiful."