More poetry about him

Your name
It was ingrained in my head
I would think about you for months
And then cry in my bed
Cry about your girlfriend
Because we aren't meant to be
She's blonde and she's pretty
She's everything I want to be.
I have dark hair and blue eyes
She has blond hair and beautiful green eyes
And the heterochromia that makes her stand out
She's 1000x prettier than me
It's without a doubt.
Her name is ingrained in my head
Because when I think about you
Her name lies there
And makes me wish I was dead.
Dead because I only want you
Yet it's so confusing and I don't know if you want me.
I have no clue because,
I know what you told me about her is true,
But you talk to me like she dosent exist.
You act like she was never real
Like she's a hallucination and you only feel
Any attraction to me.
You called me attractive but at what cost
Now every time I think about you I'm lost
Lost in thought about If you meant it
Did you?
I honestly can't tell.
Because you're type is blonde and pretty and unwell
Unwell because they are so attached to you.
They permanently remember your eyes
The ones they got lost in
The ones that made them feel like they were worth something.
You made me feel the same way.
And I just hope that maybe one day,
I'll forget you and finally be okay.

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