hey guys I'm sorry that I haven't been posting, I've lost so much motivation
I'm getting kinda tired (I'M NOT SAYING I'M THINKING OF COMMITTING) I'm just low on energy and motivation, my grades are dropping so much and I feel like I can't do anything, I often forget to eat, but I'm doing better than I used to be. I feel neglected in my own home because my parents work and don't want to spend time with me, my mom would rather sleep all day and my dad would rather work and usually be on his phone with a stupid client and not say anything to me. Tonight I finally get to be with my friends and have a good time. It's really the only time I ever get to spend time with somebody. I also experience severe and minor bullying at my school, with people telling me to kms and writing on me and pushing me around. I just barely cut my hair, hoping for a change, and then my sister decides she wants to twin with me, and I hate it because most of my family always refer to me "the other sister" I just wanted something of my own, I wanted to feel different, Instead of the matching doll. I always get compared to my Suter, whether its grades, relationships, eating habits, and much more, my mom always praises my stupid sister and gifts her everything, even lots of stuff she said that I could have. I'm sick of feeling invisible in my own home. My sister and her stupid husband always bark and squawk and meow at each other, like it's cute but its extremely unsettling and stupid, I tell them to stop, then I get in trouble by my mom. They always kiss anytime they get to, and even embarras me in public by nuzzling each other, biting eachother or kissing in public. All the time. And when they would stop kissing, I asked them to please stop and then they proceed to begin making out. It disgusts me, especially because they know what happened in my last relationship and they think they can heal that by doing everything he tried forcing Me to do (Making out, touching, biting and sitting on laps) I am getting sick of my house and I just wanna be a normal 14 yea old kid that doesn't have to feel lonely or neglected.
The other day, my brother let my bunny escape and put the blame on me, earlier that day I let our three bunnies play outside, and later that night, I asked my brother to help me out them back in the pen, then he got after me saying I should have put them back earlier. When it was clearly his responsibility to car for them too but he never does anything, except play stupid Eldin ring and won't contribute to ANYTHING and my mom always blames me for what he did, I'm the only one who cares for my rabbits, and it was his fault my bunny escaped because he left a back hate open. He admitted to it like it wasn't a bad thing. WELL MY RABBIT ESCAPED BECAUSE OF YOU!! I'm still really mad at my brother but I must forgive him eventually. I'm just so tired of life right now, I dont wanna die but I'm just sick of it right now
I'm really excited to go and hang out with my best friend tonight.
7 months ago 33 views 1 frames 4 Like
This User's Other Animes
Get App
Draw your original anime with iOS/Android App!
