It's fine. You thought it was a joke and you found out it wasn't. But I don't blame you. Let's just push away our worries and have fun. Doing stupid things and such. We all have difficulties but it makes us who we are and makes us feel human. One minute you feel sad and then feel happy. It's all okay and I'm here for you. Whenever you feel sad about something, talk to me. Just do it, because I'm here for you okay? I want you to remember that please stay with me no matter how you feel. I love you and I care for you. Sure we might be strangers but fuck that I will try to protect you like a mother and I'll make sure we can go through our struggles together!!