My books are paperback and i feel.... so nervous using them right now.... except i own two hard covers (hunger games collectors edition, ballad of song birds and snakes) if i can get hardback for the other 3 that would be lovely..

"don't you have a kindle" ITS NOT THE SAMW

Please, let me find a good deal for physical books.

Maybe if she was open about her feelings, xuan wouldn't have resorted to such means, she pondered. Guilt mounting on her shoulders, she knew she should've never gotten too close. It's what hurts you the most, you know, this kind of love doesn't come around often. And for vyn, it will never return.

Vyn is not a saint either, I think deep down she knew how much xuan desired her. She always knew, xuan chirped and sung his ode to her. And that's what eats at her. Xuan was so open to loving vyn, while vyn was hesitant to return his affection, and that hesitancy is what eats her from the inside out. she closes her eyes, and she remembers xuan's cold arms around her waist, how she was the only one breathing that night.