got you begging for your life

changing kylar design (not by much, though) so his hoodie has more + actually wearing a school uniform because i assume that's what they do in the UK

ft my own mdp self insert

yanderes, am i right. (I was going to rant about something but whatever i rant about the same 5 things and stalking is no different but also I understand how "horrible" and "invasive" my hobbies seem to be so whatever. Calling myself yandere is definitely cringe but whatever i love romanticizing my maladaptive activities YANDERES ARE SO COOL!)

not doing this in commenrs but like. whatever righf bad habits die HARD right? You do something forever since your childhood and it's now a key pillar in your life and no matter how many times people will tell me "stalking is wrong" or like "the way you find information is scary" or "you're fucking creepy" i'll keep stalking. It's just so fun, so exciting, so.... ? I really can't help it. It's not like I use this information for bad things, just tabs on people. Like a little itch, i don't have to scratch it but i do and it gets worse but i need to scratch it or it gets under my skin and so i find myself scowering the internet for any bits of information i get.
And granted, i am using this specific skill set that *will* help me in my career path but as of now this is just a hobby. Do my loved ones know this? Of course, i don't hide the fact I stalk people. I don't hide the fact I also stalk them too. Mixed reactions, but everyone is fine with it. Supposedly. Well, a few did say that they don't mess with me often just because they know I actively stalk them, so it's a give and take (but we're considered best friends, so all is well.) Sometimes they ask me to stalk people for them, usually successful unless they're completely private. I definitely have stalked out of love before too, but considering the fact I vowed abstinence, I don't have a "romantic" interest to stalk (lest you count vyn, granted she is a fictional character and technically any bits of her isn't really "stalkable" so i don't feel as excited.)
Lots of talk regarding excitement due to stalking, i suppose it's like an adrenaline rush. Maybe it's just my dog nature, i need enrichment and nourishment. All the information I find is practically given to me, if I want to find history I can go open an article. But a person has barriers, and that's the fun part i suppose. Like dog slow feeders, I need something I don't know of to chase after.
It's give and take, right? Someone is stalking me, and I stalk people. My information is readily available, so is theirs.

Now, i wish I had the same skillset regarding finding lost episodes. I can find people, but not episodes. Frustrating

Edit 3; the lost episode was a tom and jerry episode (?) And the only part i remember is that the scene was completely washed out with blue, and jerry was in a cup (?) And the cup was in the water. Clearly an old episode, I believe. If you can tell me what episode this might be, I'll be forever grateful.

Edit 4; YOU'RE NEVER GONNA GUES WHAT I FOUND. IT TOOK TWO HOURS BUT I FOUND IT. IT WAS CAT AND DUPLI-CAT

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