I want to vent to someone

I'm always the one who's listening to others vent and rant about whatever they want. It makes me feel better about myself, and feel like I'm helping others. It truly does make me happy when I'm able to listen to other's struggles and then give them advice and guidance and support. I'm always there for them but...

Sometimes, whenever I really want to get something off my mind, like really badly. I have almost no one to talk to about it. I could talk to my mother, but she won't understand, probably make things worse. I could talk to my irl friends, but I don't want them to know either. I can only rely on 1. My online friends or 2.Random people on the Internet since they don't truly know who I am so it doesn't matter cause they'll either forget or won't have access to contact my parents or someone I know irl. But I also feel like I'm burdening that person when I talk about myself.

But that's not the point im making.
What I'm saying is, I've helped many others with their struggles but whenever I try to get help, there's almost no one there to talk about it to without feeling like a burden. Most of the time, when I do talk about my problem, I always sugarcoat certain parts and never tell the full details.

I'm feeling so tired to keep it all inside of me.
I want someone to listen.
I want someone to care.
I want to be heard, to be seen.
I want to be hugged.
To be loved..

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