my day was so ahh vro wth even happened

guys my gangsta friend pisses me off🥀🥀
i was having panic attacks today in our pe lesson and when i asked her if she could tell our teacher she was like 'no. im not walking that distance and back' since she was a bit far away
eventually she did tho and told her to just stay with me because i was 'scared n stuff'
THEN. she saw a diamond on somebody's earring so she.. broke it off.. and put it in her pocket.. alongside someone's gum packet💔
i was like NO U CANT DO THAT VRO and she was like it doesnt really matter they wont notice.
🙂.
fast forward mid lesson i was getting really underwhelmed and worried again since we had to run and i can NOT for the life of me run even an inch straight after having a panic attack
i told her my worries and was like 'vro i dont wanna do this..😢'
and she said 'stop being childish and just do it oh my god'
i was SHOOK TO THE CORE vrotato..
so i replied like 'dude i just said im panicky and worried and anxious😭'
then it just went back and forth of me explaining how my needs may be different and it shouldnt be that big of a deal to provide me with the support i need especially during a pe lesson and her just calling me childish/annoying

at some point after this i started to fidget with a broken hairtie i got a small attachment to only because it helped calm me down a whole lot during my unwell times
aaand.. she proceeded to take it from me and flung it into some random bush behind us
i was like VROOO MY THINGY😭😭
then she went 'its just a broken hairtie what are you gonna do with it'
sigh my friend is either dense or ignorant
she steals and throws away a lot of my small stuff btw (its like that one quote 'one persons trash is another persons treasure' yk)
behold another argument where she calls me childish and i metaphorically call her a dumbass
it was the end of the lesson now and we went to change so i just didnt even look at her and took my GOOD SWEET time changing like she didnt exist
i could tell she was getting a bit mad idk why she waited for me tbh
when i was done i just went my own way on the absolute verge of tears but still having happy body language cuz like fuck looking sad especially when i live with my parents🥀🥀

at the time i took a different turn she went 'where tf are u going come on' in a PISSED OFF tone and i just casually said 'to the learning support room' (the learning support room is free for neurodivergent people and people with special/more needs and assistance to eat and play in and it helps me a LOT like a damn lot when it comes to my feelings)
but no she was not having this and began to force me to come with her but like NO VRO U MAKE ME SAD SIIIIIGH so i said 'vro just leave me alone im going to learning support'
then she pulled that one move where its like 'fine, just go and leave me i dont care'
'GLADLY bro' then i just speed walked away😭😭🙏

when i got there i could finally show my actual bottled up emotions so i got spare ear defenders, tissues, this rad ahh fidget and proceeded to cry in my favourite corner hiding behind my giant fuckin backpack
AND YO I WAS SO UPSET I HAD TO STAY THERE FOR THE REST OF THE WHOLE DAY (apart from the last lesson i decided to go to that cuz the staff in learning support gave a really motivational talk to me)
i was also upset because i had absolutely nothing to eat. yes, i didnt eat for 6 whole hours
so they gave me breadsticks, water and chocolate omfg i actually love this place

bam that was basically my mf day😢😢
we havent made up btw idk wtf shes gonna do to me tomorrow i MIIIGHT be cooked

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